Hi all,
I haven’t been writing or posting anymore because I’m just in a better place mentally and emotionally. I’ve spent the past few years putting in a lot of work and I’m just a lot more healthy than before.
Thank you all for those that have reached out or still follows/reblog my stuff. If I have time I might drop some new stuff. Until then, stay simping my loves ❤️
And when I look at you, I see all the things we never were and all the things we could’ve been…
-My heart aches…
-m.t.t.
mysilentconfessionstoyou:
It’s tragic, yet beautiful
It’s painful, yet addicting
It’s lonely, yet enough
To only know how to love but not be loved.
-I don’t think you will ever understand the ocean of emotions that comes with loving you in the dark.
-m.t.t.
mysilentconfessionstoyou:
My goal this year is to stop chasing after unavailable people, whether it be emotionally, mentally, or physically. I deserve consistency and assurance.
-I’m tired of playing the guessing game.
-m.t.t.
I’m not sure if I’m in love with the old version of you or this new you. I think the line separating the past and the present is kinda blurred for me. I’m stuck on this old image of you that I fell in love with, and I can’t let it go even though you’ve changed so much. I feel like I have tunnel vision.
-Do I love this new version of you? Or am I stuck on your past self that I don’t want to forget or let go?
-m.t.t.
Nights are a lot lonelier without you there.
-But I’ll manage…
“Nostalgic for past I should forget… a fleeting moment you’ve long forgotten…”
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How do I move on when I’m stuck on you.
-m.t.t.
How can you be happy with someone when you can’t even be happy alone? How can you love someone if you don’t even know how to love yourself?
-m.t.t.
How can I give you my all when I’m not even a whole?
Do you want me, or do you need the affirmation of being wanted by me?
-Why do I stick around if I know the truth?
To you, I was always too much… but never enough.
-Never just right
-m.t.t.
Try to be the best version of yourself for the people you love.
-Be unapologetically true to yourself and those around you.
-m.t.t.
There are no words that can embody how I feel about you.
-And I feel a lot.
-m.t.t.
mysilentconfessionstoyou:
You feel what you feel, and that’s okay. You can’t force yourself to fall for me, just as much as I can’t deny my feelings for you. We feel what we feel, and that’s okay.
-It’s okay… I never thought I’d have chance with you anyways.
-m.t.t.
I was doing fine without you… I got used to the loneliness. For the first time in a long time, I was okay alone. I missed you but I didn’t need you. But you couldn’t let me have that. You didn’t let me miss you in peace. It was like you knew I was moving on and your ego couldn’t let me go. So you told me that you missed me, and just like that, I was back to being bad. I’m back to pining for a love that could never be reciprocated, waiting for your name to pop up on my phone more less than often, and yearning for a presence that was never there.
-You didn’t have to miss me. You could’ve just let me go.
-m.t.t.
Stop giving your time to people that’s not ready to make time for you.
-You can never get back time.
-m.t.t.